Ben has been open before about his difficult relationship with alcohol and how he’s tries not to “beat [himself] up” because of it. “It’s not particularly healthy for me to obsess over the failures — the relapses — and beat myself up,” he told the New York Times in 2020. “I have certainly made mistakes. I have certainly done things that I regret. But you’ve got to pick yourself up, learn from it, learn some more, try to move forward.”

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