“After all,” she wrote in reference to her eventual second husband, Chris Pratt. “I wanted to, desperately. And I had feelings for him, obviously, even if I wasn’t honest with myself about what those were.” 

“So while I didn’t cheat,” she admits. “I’m not completely innocent, either.”

Source: https://www.buzzfeed.com/marissa-higgins/celebrity-memoirs-exes-spouses