In a teaser for the A&E documentary series, Holly gets candid about her time at the mansion and compares it to being in a cult. “The reason I think the mansion was very cult-like, looking back on it, is because we were all kind of gaslit and expected to think of Hef as, like, this really good guy,” the reality star says in the clip. “And you start to feel like, ‘Oh, he’s not what they say in the media, he’s just a nice man.’”