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“When I was eight years old, we had pet mice. This one mouse got pregnant and she was starting to eat some of her babies. This upset me so much. I rushed to tell my stepfather. I was so distraught and mad at the momma mouse! Why was she eating her young?? What a bad mom! My stepfather’s reaction? He made me kill the mom.”
“He put her in a sink full of water and literally dragged me in there, grabbed my hand and forced me to hold this mouse underwater. I was struggling and crying the whole time to take my hand away. This fucking traumatized me. And what’s worse…He then took the rest of the baby mice that had lived, and he fed them to this fucking fish he had. … I’ve never told anyone that story. I’m too ashamed. I know I was a kid and I’m clear that he forced me, but it still doesn’t take the pain and shame away.”
Saigai17
Source: https://www.buzzfeed.com/hannahmarder/shocking-secrets-that-people-have-kept